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Getting back to the post, I have been told once or twice that I am mysterious. It is a concept that I fail to grasp. I am just the girl next door; there is nothing special about me, I am just me. With me it is very much a case of “what you see is what you get”.
To me, life really is black or white. I don’t do the grey area thing. If there is something which turns into a grey area, I go walking. I mull it over and over and over in my head, until it makes sense. Sorry to say, but I really can’t stand people who are indecisive about who and what they are, what they stand for and what they want out of life.
On that last point, I might be a bit of hypocrite though, so it put’s me in a tough position.
I know what I want out of life, but at the same time, I have this sense that there is something more, something bigger that I am destined for. It is something that has been with me for just over 8 years now and every now and then it becomes this uncontrollable urge to just run until I find that which I am supposed to find. For some reason, yet unknown to me, I just know that I am destined for more. I don’t know which area of my life that pertains to, I just know that it is there. When I am at the right place (emotionally and spiritually), I know the answer will be revealed to me.
I suppose that is my mystery wrapped in enigma for you.
I am heading for something big! Like me, you will just have to stick around to find out exactly what that is.